| This is how I disappear
Killed by someone who said they loved me
So I become a ghost and return to those that sent me
I can say i never let the demons defeat me
It was the ones close that I let beat me.
Perhaps its a life lesson
to make sure that the ones you hold close,
Never get to close
because you never know
who might turn on you and leave you to drown.
But I'm not like them, i won't lie down
I'll burn this whole city down
to take back my crown.
I got it back, but got caught in the blaze.
So i won't see another day
but that's ok because along with me
burned the memories,
and everything that ever meant anything.
So, so much for all of these things
And everything you've given me.
Thanks for the escape
I wish you well,
and maybe i'll see you again some day.
this is the last you'll hear from me. i'll take my swagger and leave this behind. i'd say wish me luck in life, but you make you're own luck. if there's anything i've learned from life, its that. so for the last time, i'm ghost. 1oo........
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| o man. i DEFINITELY got my swagger back...1 hunnit
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| so it looks like i went all in and lost. i guess sometimes the cards you hold count for a lot. gotta know when to push forth and when to fold. i should have folded, but i chose to take my chances and it didn't work out. i can't be mad, because the game we played was amazing and i wouldn't trade it in for anything. so now i'm playin a new game. let's see how this one plays out. at least i know this time not to go all in so quickly. till something develops, i'm done. 1oo....
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| I'm 21 today. That is all...1oo.... |
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| so i woke up about a half an hour ago. thinking the exact same way i was thinking when i fell asleep. i have been thinking this way for a few days. i guess you could say i had an epiphany. after a few recent events i came to it. i realized that i can't sit back and watch things happen. if you sit back and watch, all you're doing is watching other people take YOUR spot and you're just keeping the seat warm for them when until they're done. like eby told me i'm a tree, not a brick wall. trees stand tall for hundreds of years, brick walls crack and crumble. so i've set in motion a plan that i've loosely put together. i say loosely because there has to be room for adjustment in case things change. i'm making a few choices that are going to change my life in a huge way, and yeah its scary, but i really wouldn't want it any other way. which is why i'm doing what i'm doing. i'm setting myself up for the rest of my life. i have the means, and the will, let's just see how it goes. i'd ask you all to wish me luck, but luck really has nothing to do with this. its all me going all in a 5 and 7 of hearts.............1oo.......
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